Day 2 of Meditation "Om Kriyam Namah

Today is day 2 of my meditation experience with Oprah and Deepak "Desire and Destiny"

In life we go through things that bother us dearly and we do not know how to let it go.  In my world it is very likely to wake up to some bull ish from the outside world.  It comes... so we have to deal with it; you can't bring that bull ish into your meditation. 

Today was a good topic KARMA, we know to be bad. What we truly think about ourselves is what we put out in the universe.  Today is where I take charge of my life, as Deepak says " I am my own creator".  I call the rules and I call the shots. Yeah... your unemployment check is not deposited into your account and you had serious bills you had to take care of today. BUT...and that's a big BUT there is tomorrow.  Not letting worldly things enter into your Karma. You have to create your own destiny or the world will and that is not what God created karma to do.  I will now focus on good karma, because that is the only thing I'm putting into the universe.

-RoShawnda

Day 1 of meditation " So Hum"

Day 1 of meditation

I would be lying to myself if I said this is a comfortable experience. I am realizing that desires that I have are my own selfish thoughts, which is okay.  I have a full life such as a husband, kids and family; I am always trying to make sure everyone is situated, but myself.

That stops right now! Meditation is one way where I can splurge on myself to reconnect with my inner being.  I think I know what my inner desire is, but on this new journey I want to find out my new desire.  I want to bring something to the world... an different art form; the things that I currently need in my life right now is only the first stepping stone.  I cannot be afraid to want more for my life; I shall conquer all!

-RoShawnda