Meditation Experience Day 5 "Passionate Me"

"Passionate Me"


These past few days have been a little tricky; I'm focused on what I want, but yet I'm scared of what the world might say.  I love my creativity and I am never nervous about showing it to the world.  One thing that is hard to accept is that creativity means loneliness.  When I put fourth my creativity, sometimes I feel shame because I see no one like me.  It gets scared, but I have to remember that I'm rare. I bring things to the universe that no one will bring besides me and its up to me to do it.  I have to remember that journey's are meant to be walked alone and you should know that too.  We are right where we need to be and I would like to share a speech with you by Steve Jobs.  This will give you wonderful insight on your journey and to love the "now". 

Enjoy the video! and have a wonderful day!
-RoShawnda

Day 4 of Meditation Expereince "Aham Brahmasmi"

"We are all self conscious I'm just the 1st one to admit it"
-Kanye West


Well... I'm the second one to admit it and hopefully I won't be the last.
 
 In this meditation session I was aware what importance I am to myself.  In the mantra "Aham Brahmasmi" which means I am the universe, we experience a perfect world other people have and therefore we have to compete.  I have dealt with more low-self esteem in my adult years some years ago.  I have realize now that I am who I say I am and no one can tell me otherwise.  These desires that we have can't last long if you haven't had the courage to be completely naked to the world.  I will no longer compete with others for I know my strengths and I know what light I give to the universe alone. I really encourage you to fell good about yourself; at least pick one aspect that you love and start from there.   I am really enjoying this meditation experience that Oprah and Deepak has let us enjoy.  Its time to start opening up my eyes and see beyond myself; so that my desires and destiny can be fulfilled the way the universe flows.

I am smart
I am strong
I am beautiful
I am the universe

-RoShawnda

Day 3 of meditation "Sat Chit Ananda"

Its Day the of the Meditation Experience by Deepak and Oprah and I must say that I have been looking forward to meditating every morning.  I haven't been the type of person that does not like a schedule or doing the same thing over and over again; this right here... has been an eye opener for me.

What I am beginning to learn about centering myself, is that you may be moving 100mph, but the universe is going 1mph (lol). Don't fight against the universe...The centering message for today was to let "abundance flows easily and freely to me".  In other words..."be still". I don't know how many times I have forced myself to be something I'm not or to push some agenda to try and get rich.  I ended up being exhausted and frustrated because I didn't see anything coming from it.  I  want things in life so bad that I forget sometimes what makes me happy.  We let worldly thing blind side us and get us off track, but I realize one thing is that the universe is never off track and the meditation session today has help me be beside the universe.  That what every powers its manifesting, its manifesting for me...and for you.  I now have to confidence win, be strong and survive this cruel world. 

-RoShawnda